i gotta do something because i just realize how much weight i’ve gained and i’m devastated
time to get back on my bullshit because this is not good
i’ve looked at myself in the mirror today and my scale is broken so i don’t know just how bad it’s gotten but it is shamefully bad
i’ve been bad. but with 68 days til christmas and 75 til 2023 i feel like better now than never to start again
back to being good and cognizant of what’s going into my body and taking back control of my life
super uncool i let myself get this bad but i can fix it (hopefully)
was gonna weigh myself this morning for the first time in weeks but i woke up to a broken scale
probably a good thing tbh
Can’t even do the anorexia right
duality is when you’re on it being on it and when you’re not on it being… well…. equally not on it
when the meal is under 300 cals and it is perfectly satisfying :)))
breakfast is egg and cheese on an everything bagel
probably roughly 450 cals
photo shoot
christmas was weird this year but here’s a selfie anyway